||[Apr. 26th, 2007]
does anyone actually use this anymore?
||[Feb. 15th, 2007]
i hate people.
actually, i hate one person.
how could you be so self obsessed to only talk about yourself?
that's pretty stupid.
and you know? i have things i like i talk about too.
i don't care about your crappy love life or how you are so busy and you hurt your knee.
frankly, i don't care. you don't have to repeat yourself 20 times because everything you have to say i've probably heard about 50 times before that.
and you think everyone likes you but really, NO.
please, get over yourself and stop being so selfish.
it's not very becoming.
||[Dec. 5th, 2006]
yea, so i don't update my live journal anymore.
||[Sep. 2nd, 2006]
so this is my, yea, i'm a freshman now entry.
wednesday, i was officially part of law's class of 2010. it was a bit surreal at first but now i'm getting the hang of it. boy, high schools a totally different ball game than middle school, thats for sure. i've made some new friends, which is good. and theyre pretty cool kids too. on the first day i accidentely walked into a sophmore bio class and they were talking about if theyd rather dissect pigs or cats and i figured out that i was probably in the wrong class. yea, and i dont eat lunch there because its pretty nasty. so me and jackie just roam the halls and be the cool people that we are. so my gym teacher mr. beler. hes hysterical. he said that all us girls think we're hot shit in our tight jeans but we're not allowed to wear them to gym class. tehe. and then thursday, i broke down and joined band. i was on the field practicing marching when the band teacher started shouting my name and yelled at me to come over and talked to him. so i did. and he wanted me to be a drum major. and of course i accepted. if you dont know what a drum major is its like the conductor of the band. we have rehersal tues., weds, and thurs from 6:30-9. the good about being a drum major is that i dont have to make every rehersal and competition and i can be late because of choir whenever i have to be, then he said i would be head drum major. its all pretty surreal but i love it. i've already made a lot of new friends in band which is also fun. theres competition every saturday which i dont have to make if i have choir. but the main reason that i love high school, is that theres no really people that are popular. girls and boys that were popular in middle school are no longer popular in high school, theyre not social outcasts of anything, theyre just not popular. at least this is how i find it to be. and i like high school because you make your own decisions and your on your own. its a good feeling not to be trapped in the bubble commonly known as middle school. but i think these 4 years are going to be good ones. now, choir starts next week! yay! i just wanted to put this out there. there are some people who have been coming up to me and saying omg avanced academy is going to be so big this year. i know you probably dont mean it in a mean-spirited way but thats how i take it. its like last years advanced academy was the best and this year is going to stink. it makes me feel like i shouldnt have moved up. and last years advanced was so close i'm going to feel left out because they have all there jokes and everything. i didnt mean to put a damper on this but its just how i feel. well, claires a cantata coach for milford and i'm happy for her. i hope she can still do chambers because without her it would make me insane. but yea, other than the being left out thing, i'm pretty excited for advanced. i still have maddie hayes and maggie from academy so it should be a good year. wow, i think this is my longest entry every.
oh i forgot something! choir camp was amazingly fun! i met some new kids there like emma gs who i can now call my really good friends.
i feel like i didnt see emmy or dani as much as i would have liked to because they were busy with their counselor stuff. but i got closer to sarah weinberger, liz peters, victoria, and leah suffern. which was good. choir is always good because theyre my second family and they make everything better.
||[Aug. 15th, 2006]
theres no point in having this, no one reads or comments anyway.
||[Jul. 24th, 2006]
well, two days ago was my birthday and in case you were wondering, i got into advanced academy.
jo-marie, lane, emmy, and claire came over.
we slept in the camper, watched date movie, and i tried to get claire to lick my feet. (inside joke)
then emmy and lane left and jo marie and claire watched read it and weep and sweet life of zach and cody while i showered, cleaned, and got ready.
after that, jo marie left and claire and i went to the mall and shopped a bit.
we came home to my supercute little cousin and then claire sleptover again.
now we're hanging out and i'm going tanning at 11.
||[Jul. 8th, 2006]
this is time for you to say goodbye to me for 2 whole weeks.
yup, thats right, i leave for camp at 12 tomorrow and dont get back till the 22nd (=])
if i told you something about the 22nd you need to call me asap because i have to tell you additional info.
oh yea, and i got a new cellular device so i would greatly appreciate it if you left your name and number because all my numbers are lost =[.
but have a great two weeks and if you really love me you would write me or send me stuff.
and ask me for the address because i'm not giving it out to a bunch of people that read this that i probably dont even know.
ok, so i'll talk to you guys in 2 weeks.
||[Jul. 5th, 2006]
so, as i sit here typing, i'm realizing something.
i might not be friends with the same people next year.
i probably won't be friends with the same people in 5 years.
and there is a 5% chance that i will be friends with the same people in 10 years.
its making me really sad because i love my friends and i dont want to lose them.
i feel weird like i'm losing them and i dont want to.
at the same time i'm confused and worried.
some of them are going to college next year and i'm going to try my hardest to keep in touch with them.
i dont know whats happening but i want it to stop.
will i lose my dignity?
will someone care?
will i wake tomorrow from this nightmare?
||[Jul. 5th, 2006]
the fourth of july was fun.
haha the mall being evacuated and adam and andy screaming at me because i didnt run to the exit.
they thought i was going to die.
seeing my old friends and reuniting with them.
and if i have talked to you about the 22nd lately call me because i need to talk to you.
but i'm going to old saybrook with claire in august which should be a grand old time.
CHOIR CAMP is the last week in august; I'M SO PUMPED.
my big sister is back, and i missed her so much, and shes coming over thurs.
so, talk to you later loves.
heres a survey for your enjoyment.
1* First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Crotta
2* Last word you said: better
3* Last song you sang: light my candle
4* Last person you hugged: my mom
5* Last thing you laughed at: tv
6* Last time you said I dont remember: i dont know
7* Last time you cried: weeks ago
9* What color socks are you wearing: none
10* What's under your bed: nothing fits
11* What time did you wake up today: 8
12* Current taste: cereal
13* Current hair: messy
15* Current annoyance: people changing
16* Current longing: um, get back to me.
17* Current desktop background: beach
18* Current worry: i dont have enough clothes for camp.
19* Current hate: people that change
20* Current clothing: ugc sweats and block island tee
21* Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: smile
22* Last CD that you listened to: rent
23* Favorite place to be: beach
24* Least favorite place: camping
25* Time you wake up in the morning: depends
26* If you could play an instrument,what would you play: piano
27* Favorite color: PINK
28* Do you believe in an afterlife: sometimes
29* How tall are you: 5 feet
30* Current favorite word/saying: thats attractive
31* Favorite book: the usual rules
32* Favorite season: summer
33* One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: max
35* Where do you want to go for college? yale school of music
36* What is your career going to be like: a conductor
37* How many kids do you want: a bajillion
*HAVE YOU EVER...*
39* Said "I love you" and meant it: yes
40* Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: sadly, yes.
41* Been to New York: yupp.
42* Been to Florida: ECGC DISNEY TOUR '06 BABY.
43* Been to California: yesm.
44* Been to Hawaii: nosiree.
45* Been to Mexico: noppers.
46* Been to China: nope
48* Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: false.
52* Do you have a crush on someone? hm, maybe.
53* What book are you reading now? none.
54* Worst feeling in the world: when you feel like your losing your best friend.
55* What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: awman, i look awful.
56* How many rings before you answer: when i hear it, i answer.
57* Future daughter's name: molly
58* Future son's name: eric
59* Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: used to.
60* If you could have any job you wanted: a singer.
61* Who do you wish were here: ...
62* College plans: music
63* Piercings: ears
*THE EXTRA STUFF*
64* Do you do drugs: hugs not drugs.
65* Do you drink: um, why?
67* What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: garnier.
68* What are you most scared of: bad people.
69* What clothes do you sleep in: pajamas.
70* Who is the last person that called you: adam.
71* Where do you want to get married: in a nice place.
72* If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: my body.
73* Who do you really hate: fake people.
74* Been In Love: thought so.
75* Are you timely or always late: timely.
76* Do you have a job: yes.
77* Do you like being around people: oh, yea.
78* Best feeling in the world: when people believe in you.
79* Are you for world peace: yes
80* Are you a health freak: no.
81* Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after: not specifically.
82* Do you want someone you don't have? no
83* Are you lonely right now: again, NO.
84* Ever afraid you'll never get married: i hate you.
85* Do you want to get married: yes
86* Do you want kids? psh, chyea.
*IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...*
87* Cried: no.
88* Bought Something: yes.
89* Gotten Sick: nope
90* Sang: thats in the last hour.
91* Said I Love You: yes
92* Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: yea.
93* Met Someone: yes.
94* Moved On: from what?
95* Talked To Someone: i'm not a hermit.
96* Had A Serious Talk: depends on your definition of serious.
97* Missed Someone: yea.
98* Hugged Someone: yup
99* Yelled at Someone: chyea.
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||[Jun. 29th, 2006]
9. last place you were: dermatologist with mom
8. last beverage: iced tea
7. last kind of candy: purple jolly rancher
6. last phone call: brother's friends's mom
5. last cd played: RENT
4. last bubble bath: a few months ago
3. last time you cried: last thursday
2. last alcoholic drink: nothing
1. last kiss: n/t
8 have you evers
8. have you ever dated someone twice: no.
7. have you ever been cheated on: nope
6. have you ever cheated on someone: no.
4. have you ever fallen in love: thought so.
3. have you ever lost someone: yes.
2. have you ever been depressed: not really
1. have you ever dumped someone: not yet
7 states you've been to...
6 things you've done today...
6. eat mac & cheese
5. go to the dermatoligist
4. planned my birthday party
3. talked to grandma
2. watch sweet life of zach and cody
1. planned a girls day
5 people you can tell anything to...
4 places you want to go...
2. Key West
1. London, again.
3 favorite colors...
3. lime green
2. light blue
2 things you want to do before you die...
2. get married
1. have kids
1 thing you wish you could change...
1. no more bad guys
||[Jun. 29th, 2006]
a lots been going on lately.
last weekend, i went on a canoe trip, and yes, i canoed.
my advanced and senior girls are in puerto rico, and i miss them dearly.
IT'S OFFICIALLY SUMMER.
i had my graduation party, it was amazing and fun until someone ruined it.
but i really appreciated it.
i'm going on a camping trip this weekend with gracie, honey, and nellie! (they are dogs, dont worry)
then i'm going to camp with katie.
and fun stuff.
||[May. 29th, 2006]
haha florida was amazing.
trivia on the plane with krishan, rebecca, and claire.
me and claire like to color with our crayons and princess coloring book.
room 7557 was amazing.
"does anyone in this pool want to be hannah kolb's boyfriend?"
me:hey look theres a jump off that water slide!
me: wait, no theyre just building it.
claire: almost pees her pants.
molly:i have to pee
claire and i:thats attractive.
WIMPS GO ON THE WATER RAPIDS RIDE WITH OBNOXIOUS PEOPLE.
so claire and i shared a bed and she hit me during the night and i took all the covers.
and in order to get molly and annie up claire threw clothes on them and yelled,"GET UP GET UP DONT MAKE ME SIT ON YOU, GET UP GET UP!"
signing in the airport and playing poker with tom= priceless.
i'll be posting pictures soon.
||[Mar. 25th, 2006]
me and michelle and mike
me and alyssa
me and alyssa, again
jess, my hero.
i love this kid.
kerri bo berri.
my big sister.
dana, who likes it when her butt is frozen.
this is dani. we have pink ipods.
what can i say? doesnt everyone.
the christines <3
we love to laugh...at you.
what a hottie.